22 Feb 2022 07:26:56
Sorry to start my reply here but randomly our chat vanished. I am using a relatively old phone.
Yes I've heard of the Georgia stones.
Some interesting stuff Indeed.
As you was saying things not been good for you but always look for the positives.
I remember a few years ago things were pretty rubbish for me. Then a charity appeal for starving kids come on the TV. Then it dawned on me millions if not billions got it worse than I.

{Ed032's Note - I added some new content so may have pushed the post/our conversation to a later page, hence it disappearing.

I hope I haven't giving the impression that I am a negative person and think everything is about me? I am very aware my situation/s could be infinitely worse and I take thanks in them not being so, every day, trust me.

I openly discuss my problems on here at times because they are mine to discuss, freely, my choice to disclose. I know many people that are in a worse situation but it is not my business to disclose on these matters. It would be up to them to share and some do. I hope that makes sense.

I admit that some of my posts, and my feelings within, are of a negative nature but I often feel released from the weight of the feelings by sharing my thoughts because it makes them real and I can assess them in a different light. Bottled up feelings can easily corrupt one's thinking, compounding problems in an unnecessary way causing them to be, or at least feel, worse than they are.

One of the main reasons I enjoy being an Ed on this site is being able to be here for others (my email is at the top of the page to be used for anyone wishing to contact me in private). Not in some righteous way, but I feel better and a more complete human being living in an outwards way rather than directing my energies inwards and focusing on me. I apologise if I have not always given off that impression, for it was not an intention. I will always hold my hands up to being mortally flawed ? also admitting when I am wrong.

I agree completely with your end statement.

Appreciate your comments and involvement on the site as always, Unapologetically negative.

 
22 Feb 2022 16:31:37
On the contrary I like what you say etc. There's a reason I chose the name I have on here.
You seem like a real decent chap just as much as edd 33 and the regular posters.
It's better to be yourself and it's a good platform to speak out and learn new things.
We all have different options. I don't agree with a lot that's posted but then another day I might read or watch one or two things that effectively enlighten me.
I say keep being yourself I for one appreciate it and all the other Edd's that do the football side of things.

{Ed032's Note - Glad you appreciate the site and Ed's, Unapologetiaclly negative, and find one or two things that enlighten you somewhat. And the things you don't agree with will be more complete with a different point of view so don't be afraid to post yours. This isn't really a site where it is about taking sides so to speak, (although sometimes it gets frustrating ?) like 'awakened' against the 'sheeping' it is a site in search of 'truth' and that never fears questioning be it from any side. The best thing about this site is that you are FREE to question without censorship. Just saying, for the record, more than direct at you.

 
22 Feb 2022 18:02:50
Much appreciated 32. I am sure there's gonna be some interesting chats and videos in the coming days weeks or longer regarding the Russian invasion.
All we can pretty much say for sure the innocents will be the ones that pay the price. The so called leaders gonna be far away in their bunkers, palaces etc. Still dining on the finest.

{Ed032's Note - I send my heart felt thoughts to any innocents involved in such matters and are caught up in what ever is actually going on as I do not know for sure, but the fact that all eye's are on Russia invading Ukraine means we need to be looking everywhere else for the slight of the LE hand.

 
22 Feb 2022 20:02:11
Unfortunately so edd. let's just hope it all ends very soon. Just seems whatever forces want some kind of war. One thing for certain is someone or a collective will get rich out of it somehow.

{Ed032's Note - I don't think the LE have too many money troubles, Unapologetically negative. It is probably more to do with oppressive control by the use of 'fear', though I suspect some of the LE underlings will be happily filling their satanic pockets with ill-gotten gains, whilst believing it will pay to wash off the soul stains they will inevitably be tarnished with for doing so.